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We often get carried away and hide so much behind the curtain of “A perfect life, a perfect home, a perfect marriage”.As I was beginning to edit this morning and started listening to worship songs on you tube and came across this song.
I suddenly got this urge to speak with my fingers and share a little bit about my imperfect life.
So much has happened here, always an adventure, that is for sure.
We’ve been through a miscarriage together, we’ve been through necessity, through sicknesses and through daily struggles. I often ask myself why?Truth is, there are questions that we will never find the answers to. But I am not here to share the darkness but the beauty we have found through it…
We have found ourselves a little stronger and a little closer than before. There were times that “us” simply sounded impossible. But God always brought us together in soul and mind.
So this might be an imperfect life, but I have found so much beauty through blessings in disguise. I feel like I have learned little by little to appreciate that sunshine and rainbow that suddenly appears after the rain. I know that I was truly blessed with the man that has been so strong in times of doubts that has encouraged me to be a dreamer and go after my dreams. So here I am sharing a little bit about my life. As I no longer wish to just share with others my passion for art, but also who I truly am & where I wish to go.
What do you think about when you look at me
I know we’re not the fairytale you dreamed we’d be
You wore the veil, you walked the aisle, you took my hand
And we dove into a mystery
How I wish we could go back to simpler times
Before all our scars and all our secrets were in the light
Now on this hallowed ground, we’ve drawn the battle lines
Will we make it through the night
It’s going to take much more than promises this time
Only God can change our minds
Maybe you and I were never meant to be complete
Could we just be broken together
If you can bring your shattered dreams and I’ll bring mine
Could healing still be spoken and save us
The only way we’ll last forever is broken together
How it must have been so lonely by my side
We were building kingdoms and chasing dreams and left love behind
I’m praying God will help our broken hearts align
And we won’t give up the fight